2/16/2017 (4)

Hi, Friend.

It’s now 10:14 pm and I just smoked not too long ago. I love watching Property Brothers, I used to work in the remodeling/contracting business. Definitely something that sparks my interest.

I currently am content with life, and it’s a great feeling. It really only happens when I’m high. I wish I could feel this way when I’m sober, too.

Having depression is the worst thing that I’ve ever had to deal with. It’s consumed my life for so long, and it’s really just awful. I feel so glad for people who have never had to deal with it. I wouldn’t wish it on anyone. I hate constantly feeling run down. I hate constantly feeling worthless. I hate constantly feeling like I don’t want to be alive anymore. I want to get better, and I’m scared I never will.

But on other notes, I’m going to stop talking about depression and go enjoy this high.

Until next time,

-D

 

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