Hi, Friend.

It’s 9:26 on this beautiful Saturday morning, and when I say beautiful, I mean¬†beautiful.¬†The sun is shining, birds are chirping, and it’s supposed to get pretty warm today. Good day so far.

I’ve had two cups of coffee, and one cigarette so far. I’ve been up since about 7:20 this morning. I’m feeling quite content.

Although I’m alone, I love my Saturday mornings to myself. There’s just something about them.

I have to see my mom today, and I’m not looking forward to it. We get along much better than we used to, but she’s still very hard to be around. She’s just a very unpleasant person. It’s really unfortunate because I can blatantly see her bad qualities that I have in myself. But at least I can recognize them, so I can work on changing them.

It’s alright, though. I’m trying to stay positive more.

Cigarettes on cigarettes, my mamma think I stink. I got burn holes in my hoodies, all my homies think it’s dank. –Cocoa Butter Kisses by Chance the Rapper. 10/10 would recommend.

I don’t really have anything important to say, I’m just in a good mood. I probably won’t be in a good mood later, so let’s all bask in this good mood.

Happy Saturday, y’all.



2/17/2017 )(2)

Hi, Friend.

It’s 11:08 pm and I’m stoned.

I’m so happy. I’m currently alone but my fiance is on his way home right now. What a great feeling, being high.

I actually think I smoked more tonight than I ever have before.

I’m so happy I can type fast, I have like 63 words per minute. It’s just weird to me that my brain doesn’t even need to think about where the letters are. Memory is cool as shit.

When I’m sober, I can’t remember anything ever. It’s actually really awful.

And now I’m going to go watch Freaks and Geeks and be happy.


Stay stoned,